Book Review: The Water Cure (Sophie Mackintosh)

“‘This is all getting a bit much, isn’t it?’ says Llew, attempting to be kinder, to defuse the situation. ‘What has got into you?’ A small pause. I understand that he is trying to shame me for my need, but unfortunately for him and for me I am totally shameless in this regard, I will demonstrate my need over and over for anyone who asks. I would take my strange and incapable heart out of my chest if I could, display it, absolve myself of responsibility.” (The Water Cure, 197)

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Sophie Mackintosh’s The Water Cure, is one of the most interesting and original novels I’ve read in a long time. There are moments when one craves a simple, painless book to pass the time and others when an intricate and thought-provoking read is necessary. The Water Cure has been the latter for me. I have been experiencing a reading-slump over the past few months, perhaps the longest I’ve ever had, and needed a gripping book to set me right again.

Mackintosh’s story exposes the beginning-of-the-end for three sisters living on an island where women catch disease from men. In a world where they are trained to fear and run from the violence of men, Grace, Lia, and Sky are left to their own devices after their father mysteriously vanishes.

In her novel Mackintosh braids together love, pain, and hope into a tale of feminist survival in a world that is eerily akin to our own.

The writing also pushes the reader to decipher much of the characters’ pasts by puzzling together contextual clues. This transforms every page into a challenge and reward as the reader comes to understands the whole story.

The characters are flawed, but in the most realistic way possible considering their broken world, and are filled with a hidden viciousness as well as extreme love. The girls (Grace, Lia, Sky) hurt each other in their own ways yet retain their love for one another until the end. Grace, the eldest sister, seems to embody icy heartlessness and is constantly described as cold by herself and others, whereas Lia (the middle child) often personifies fiery passion, both in her burning need for physical touch and for self-mutilation. Interestingly, the youngest of the girls never receives her own POV chapter. Lia shares a group POV with the others at the beginning and the end of the book but she is oddly silent throughout The Water Cure. That isn’t to say she never made a sound or spoke-in fact, she screams often in the story-but that Lia comes across less of a full-fledged character than her sisters. I wondered at the author’s reasoning for this (I am sure) intentional omission. I theorize that the three girls represent different kinds of women found in the world: some icy cold, some on fire, and others just passive. Sky is often described as the young baby of the group, innocent of the world, and in need of protection. It is to this end Grace and Lia do much of what they do, including causing pain to their youngest sister, all in the name of love.

Continued thoughts of this novel would likely produce more in-depth analysis of the characters and their world, but since I just finished reading the book these thoughts are very basic and not nearly at the extent that writing of this caliber deserves. I would welcome additional feedback and to hear other reader’s opinions on The Water Cure.

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5 Recent TBR Books

The summer is practically at a close! Wow, time has really been flying this year. I cannot believe it’s already over halfway through. But we always say that every year, right?

I’m happy to report I finished my Goodreads Reaching Challenge already. Yahoo! I’ve read 30 books and counting so I’m looking forward to reading more. And speaking of reading more I am always on the lookout for the next book to pick-up or save for later… Which, of course, means I’m constantly on Goodreads adding books to my To-Be-Read pile like there’s no tomorrow. So here I am going to share 5 books I’ve added to my TBR list recently, and if you are interested in them as well you can add them too!
Walk on Earth a StrangerThe first book I’m interested in reading is Walk on Earth a Stranger by Rae Carson, the author of the popular Fire and Thorns series. Raegan from her Youtube channel, PeruseProject, recently recommended this book. And since I love her channel and recommendations I couldn’t help myself. Plus Walk on Earth a Stranger is a historical fiction, which I always gobble up without restraint. This story follows a girl living during the Gold Rush era who has the ability to – get this – sense gold! And as one would expect this is both a gift and a curse as she is forced to flee west and keep her ability a secret. How epic does that sound? I’m really excited to read this book and dive more into the time and world of the Gold Rush.

Exit WEstThe next book I’ve added to my TBR list is Exit West by Mohsin Hamid. Another recommendation by Raegan, this novel sounds intriguing since it is a realistic fiction that conveys the struggles of refugees around the world. In Hamid’s book, we discover two people who fall in love during civil unrest in their country. As the danger increases they realize must escape west to safety away from all they’ve previously known. With the current state of unrest in the Middle East and the transfer of refugees, I think this novel is an especially important read. It may be categorized as fiction but it speaks for many people in real-life who perhaps can’t tell their story or be heard. I absolutely love books like this and I can’t wait to get my hands on it.

Into the DimDear Into the Dim, you had me at “time-travelers.” I don’t know what it is about this particular theme but I just am so attracted to these types of books. Written by Janet B. Taylor, this story begins with a teenage girl who’s just lost her mother in an earthquake overseas. When she travels to Scotland and finds her mother was a member of a secret time-traveling group she ends up in the past and must rescue her mother before time runs out. This sounds like a fast-paced novel that I’ll probably run through and I am thrilled to find out how this story turns out.

Silent SpringSilent Spring is also another recent TBR book. This is a non-fiction book written by the famous scientist and conservationist, Rachel Carson, about our impact on the environment and how we can protect the future of our planet. It was published in bound form in 1962 and began the incredibly important environmental movement. I’ve added this work to my list because I took a science class this summer and learned a bit about Carson and her fight against the use of the powerful pesticide, DDT. I have learned a lot about my ecological footprint during this class and now I aim to reduce my waste and become greener. Silent Spring was written over 50 years ago yet its warning of our destruction of the environment is still a convicting message today.

The LeaversAnd the final book I’ll share with you is The Leavers by Lisa Ko. I added this one to my TBR shelf because it’s a story centered around family, or a lack thereof, and who we are as a result of it. The Leavers protagonist is a young boy when his mother, an undocumented Chinese immigrant disappears on her way to work. He is later adopted by a white couple who move away from his home and seek to mold him into an “all-American boy” all while he is struggling to reconcile his old life with the new. I think this novel is so appealing to me because I have been blessed with a loving unbroken family my whole life. Yet I do know many people that are left to figure out who they are after families are torn apart. The Leavers looks to be a perfect for such cases and I am anxious to see how the author handles this important and prevalent issue.

Although this is by no means my entire TBR shelf I am always excited to add more books to the list. I don’t know if it will ever dwindle to zero, but goals are important when working to achieve something. I’m also pleased that my reading tastes have shifted and grown over the years, leaving me more range to appreciate beautiful writing, and add more books form different genres (particularly non-fiction). I’m also always up for a good recommendation to add.

What books have you put on your TBR shelf recently?

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Book Review: The Catcher in the Rye (J. D. Salinger)

5107I liken The Catcher in the Rye to reading a combined version of Ferris Bueller’s Day Off and Catch-22. This intensely interesting and hilarious novel gives a short yet detailed snapshot of our teenage narrator’s current dilemma. Holden Caulfield, the black sheep of his rich, talented, and educated family is kicked out of his most recent boarding school and wonders what he’s to do now. Although unconcerned and unafraid of the future consequences of his continued delinquency, Holden is anxious to get out and away from “phonies” which he encounters everywhere. And spur of the moment, he decides to leave his boarding school early to venture his way around New York before being expected at home. Thus, ensues the next three days of his underground adventure in which Holden calls up old friends, strikes up conversations with new acquaintances, and wonders where the ducks go in winter.

This novel is on the list of 100 most frequently challenged books between 1900-1999 (Link) and has received quite a bit of praise since its release in 1951. I’ve heard of this modern classic many times before (not to mention its cover image is blown up on the Barnes & Noble wall). Because of these attentions I decided to give The Catcher in the Rye a go. At first, I did not enjoy the book. It was too abrupt, non-linear, and featured circular dialogue. I had to force myself the trudge through ¾ of the story, but the latter quarter really began to pique my interest.

My affection for this novel come on very slowly and subtly that I cannot name a particular page or line where my allegiance shifted.

All of a sudden I found myself knee-deep in the story and unable to put the book down!It was quite a surprise to me I assure you, but you may even find yourself a future lover of this tale before realizing it.

As to the characters, overall, they were flat and unlikable–except Holden’s sister, Phoebe. Even Holden himself was very off-putting due to his constant depression and stereotyping of women, but he becomes dearer to the reader as the story progresses. This is partly due to the revealing of his personality, obvious clashes with societal norms and expectations, and extremely relatable teenager attitude. We can all remember (or will look back and remember) our teenager days, thoughts, and actions with mixed feelings of embarrassment and sympathy for our poor misunderstood and moody teenage ways. Holden is constantly lamenting how anything and everything makes his “depressed” and is easily angered over the smallest things. In this way, the reader can at least give the narrator room to vent because we were all in his shoes at one time or another.

The setting of this book begins in Philadelphia then transitions to New York, and although many places are spoken of because of Holden’s restless wandering all across the city, the setting is not highlighted or dwelled on too much. It is clear that the focus of this book is on the people there within, and on Holden’s varied interactions with each individual. Too much description would probably bore the main character anyway.

The writing of The Catcher in the Rye makes a perfect pair to the voice of Holden Caulfield.

In fact, the reader can immediately identify from the very first page, that this novel will be sarcastic, full of cursing, and not painted with miscellaneous unrelated fluff that the narrator deems unimportant. Due to circular arguments and much repetition, the writing style can become confusing or monotonous at times, but the reader will learn to adapt as they continue reading. I’m by no means an expert on this novel, so I won’t pretend to understand the author’s complete meaning and intention in writing this novel, but I believe he did a good job of conveying the typical teen’s inner turmoil and illogical tirades against their fellow humans. Holden may be an exaggeration, but I believe the author made him this way to emphasize his point and therefore I think his work was a success.

Although I did enjoy The Catcher in the Rye more than I thought I would, there are some unforgettable strikes against the novel within my usual reading criteria. This story contains an unusual amount of cursing and even through the shades of 50-year old cultural differences, one can detect that it also has several sexual references. It seems like no girls can do any good in Holden’s world except his sister Pheobe whom he loves dearly. He is also extremely negative in that he can turn any situation into one that is attacking or bugging him in some form. I also began to suspect that Holden had psychological issues, or at least medical depression, due to his confusing trains of thought and irrational irritation with others. He even calls himself a “madman” and “crazy” several times throughout his tale and I believe there is some truth to this self-labeling. Perhaps he has a mental illness that would not have been considered real or treatable at the time, but I believe that there is something special and different about Holden compared to the rest of his world. All in all, I can say I grew to like Holden and his story.

I give this novel 3.5 stars.

Because of the nature of Holden’s teenage and/or mental struggles, his constant use of profanity, and attitude toward religion, I would not recommend to young/new Christian readers. It contains difficult material that makes the story much deeper than the surface and I do not think it a beneficial read for people who want an uplifting novel to encourage them in their walk with God. However! For readers who are familiar with secular literature and wish to broaden their academic understanding to appreciate worldly material, I would say please go ahead. I hope you enjoy The Catcher in the Rye!

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5 Wonder Woman Book Characters!

Who here loved the Wonder Woman movie? Fantastic! Then this post is for you. Today, I would like to highlight 5 strong female characters who are Wonder Women in their own literary worlds. These ladies display strength of character, mind, and the heart while directing themselves with grace, mercy, and patience. Enjoy this list and let me know of any other Wonder Women characters you’ve read!

1. Fanny Price (Mansfield Park – Jane Austen)

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This intelligent and wise lady is one of literatures lesser-known characters yet is, in my opinion, unforgettable. As the protagonist of Jane Austen’s Mansfield Park, she deals with the pressures and strains of social hierarchy. What is so memorable about Fanny is that even when she is taken out of poverty to live with wealthy relatives, she retains her clarity of judgement. Just like Wonder Woman, she recognizes evil and has a sense of wariness for deceitful characters. Her wit and intelligence also surpasses those of her peers but is often similarly under appreciated.

2. Jane Eyre (Jane Eyre – Charlotte Brontë)

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The novel which bears this heroine’s namesake is a beautifully written classic that, although not as dark and spooky as her sister’s Wuthering Heights, explores issues of moral integrity that reverberate even to modern-day. Jane is an orphan child who grows into a strong woman both mentally and morally. But when it seems like fate is finally bringing her love and happiness she is faced with the decision to abandon her conscience or take what she can. Jane Eyre is a true Wonder Woman because of her inability to ignore the truth. She would rather have her eyes open and suffer than be

 

3. Celaena Sardothien (Throne of Glass – Sarah J. Maas)

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Celaena Sardothien: Sarah J Maas’ work is peppered with strong female characters but Throne of Glass is where I began my journey so I chose to single out dear Celeana. As a contestant in the King’s competition to be his champion, Celeana has to be strong and quick physically. She is a trained assassin who pushes herself and uses her skills to kick butt and take names. In this way she shares a connection with Wonder Woman but she also uses her powers for those who cannot fight. Her heart is big and she is burdened by the sufferings of the world. And like Wonder Woman she has to uncover the secrets and tragedy of her past in order to save the future.

 

4. America Singer (The Selection – Kiera Cass)

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America Singer: Most girls want to be a princess or at least fall in love with a prince, but America is different. When she finds out that she’s been randomly selected to compete for the Prince’s heart, she is devastated. Unknown to the world, she is secretly in love with man below her caste in society which would only mean a life of poverty with him. But America is undeterred by this reality and uses her growing relationship with the Prince to bring awareness and help to her loved ones and the kingdom. America is this world’s Wonder Woman because she is willing to do anything for those she loves and even those who don’t deserve it.

 

5. Gabi & Lia Betarrini (Waterfall – Lisa Tawn Bergren)

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This dynamic duo of sisters experience time travel when they get thrown from modern-day Italy to medieval Tuscan. As they struggle to find one another and return to their time, the Betarrini women slowly discover their love for the past despite the harsh realities of the period. These Wonder Women go through numerous hardships, yet give up all the comforts of their old-time and are always ready to fight on the front lines for their love ones. 

 


So there you have it! Of course, this is not by any means a comprehensive list since there are many strong female characters within literature. Tell me, who is your favorite ‘Wonder Woman?’

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Book Review: Killers of the Flower Moon: The Osage Murders and the Birth of the FBI (David Grann)

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This new book, written by the author of The Lost City of Z, has been an enlightening and stunning read. Killers of the Flower Moon tells the harrowing and terribly true tale of a series of murders on the Osage Indians during the the first half of the 20th century.

The Osage were a tribe located in Oklahoman  and became some of the richest people in the United States during the early 1900s due to their vast oil and mineral deposits. This, of course, caused them to be the envy of the nation and the victim of the Reign of Terror. David Grann delved into countless hours and amounts of research about the Osage murders and has brought to light again the main plot behind the killings of several Osage, namely Molly Brown and her family. Grann digested mounds of research and yet produced a book that reads like a novel! He examined the big picture as well as individual cases.

I particularly cared for Grann’s organization. The first part is the foundation for the rest of the book and builds up backstory as well as introduces characters that are further examined later. The second portion discusses the central incident of the Osage murders, primarily involving Molly Brown and her family, and the uphill climb to find and sentence the culprits. Then you think the story should be coming to a close, but there is still more, and in the last part of the book Grann showcases his inspiration and in-personal research where he talks with modern day Osage descendants of the murder victims

The crazy thing about these murders, is that they’ve faded from memory for most everyone but the Osage. I’ve learned about the blight of many Native Americans in history classes throughout my life, but I’ve never heard this story. During the time of these murders it was national news! But now the crimes, victims, and even FBI agents who cracked the case are near-forgotten in the public eye. Therefore, I am so grateful to Grann for unearthing this true account of the Osage Indians so that I can better understand their struggles and how mistreated they are. It is truly grievous to learn about and hear on the news how Indians of all tribes are bullied and pushed aside by the U.S. government. Their voices are more often than not ignored and their possessions continually taken. It’s a disheartening history to remember, yet anyone can learn about the Indians and find them to be a resilient people–not immune–but strong enough to survive and thrive on the ashes of their past.

If you are reader in need of an engaging true story to make you think about not only injustice towards Indians but also how far man will go for greed, then this is definitely your book. And if you want to read a non-fiction and learn something not commonly known then Killers of the Flower Moon is a perfect fit. In fact, I’m going to hand this gem over to my grandmother soon because I know she’ll love it!

5 Stars all the way.

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Book Review: A Court of Wings and Ruin (Sarah J. Maas)

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I’ve been putting off this review for a while now because I needed the chance to gather my thoughts and get my feels under some semblance of control.

A Court of Wings and Ruin has been a wild ride and I consider it now one of my favorite books EVER. And I don’t say that lightly. The reason for this is more than because I enjoy the story, or the author, or that it’s a YA novel.

It’s the writing!

I always appreciate well-written books that make me feel what the characters feel and literally make my heart beat along with rhythm of the story. ACOWAR had me wrapped around it’s book-finger and I felt like I was immersed in the story and was Feyre myself. And since Feyre is an artist I was particularly drawn to her ideas for paintings.

ACOWAR offers a beautiful fast-paced ending to the trilogy (although I believe there are going to be more books). The best part of this book, in my opinion, was the character development and background information not previously provided. Feyre did the majority of her development in A Court of Mist and Fury, but every other character is changing a great deal in this book.

Rhys, our charming High-Lord of the Night Court, is revealed to have flaws. Gasp! I actually love this very much:) Despite his many hundreds of years of experience he is still called a “sneaky bastard” by Amren and shows shame and remorse over some of his decisions and actions. He makes mistakes, but everything he does he does for his friends and people. He is a very selfless character, to the chagrin of his court, and always volunteers of himself before making them sacrifice. I absolutely love the way Feyre describes him:

“Choice. It had always been about my choice with him. And for others as well. Long before he’d every learned the hard way about it.” (pg. 217)

Another character we get the pleasure of pursuing more is Lucien. In the last book he proved himself to be a fair-weather friend to Feyre by ignoring the pain she was in and not confronting Tamlin about it. He even admits that Feyre was a better friend to him than he ever was to her. After Feyre escapes back to the Night Court, she had no choice but to bring Lucien along, and we see (slightly) more interaction between him and Elain. He becomes more fear-less and begins to see that the good in the world is worth protecting and fighting for. I was very pleased to see this change in Lucien.

Really I could go on all day about each and every character, but I shall limit myself to only one more: Nesta. Not much information is given in the first book about Feyre’s sisters, and while a little more is provided in the second, Nesta really comes into her own in ACOWAR. She is a sharp mean-spirited soul that is fiercely protective of Elain, but paradoxically hardly bothers with Feyre. Not much love is displayed between these two until ACOWAR, but Nesta becomes more likeable in that she apologizes for abandoning Feyre in the past and works to help the Night Court defeat Hybern. My heart softened when Nesta volunteers to help and says, “I do not want to be remembered as a coward.” (pg. 396)

The beauty of this book really shone in the last 150 pages. Chapter 65 onwards had my heart racing and I struggled with rationing the story to preserve it as long as possible and consuming it all at once. My absolute favorite moment in the entire story was when Feyre tracks the Suriel again and mourns the creature as it lay dying. Nobody loves the Suriel (certainly not I) because it does nothing extraordinary and is a background creature, but I came to appreciate the Suriel when it helps her even at its own risk. This scene also showed Feyre’s kind-heart and her inability to leave others in their time of need.

I had the pleasure (and pain) of finishing ACOWAR on a plane ride, meaning that I had a good chunk of time to scarf the story down, but also could not leap and squeal as I longed to do.  I could LITERALLY hear my heart pulsing inside my chest and my fingers itched to turn the next page longing for more. ACOWAR was an intense rollercoaster yet maintained a well-groomed writing style that I came to fall even more in love with as I approached the end. Sarah J. Maas initially amazed me with her Throne of Glass series and has since astonished me with her growth as an author and in her treatment of characters in her Court of Thorns and Roses series. I was sorry to finish the book but look forward to her spinoff novels that continue different character’s stories.

I do have to say though, that the amount of sex scenes was unnecessary. I knew this series was going to be steamier than her previous one but the content only increased in ACOWAR and could have been toned down or at least insinuated. And while I was in love with the writing, Maas could have been more broad in her word choice and phrases. I felt like a lot of these were run-down with usage.

That being said, I am proud to declare my delight with A Court of Wings and Ruin! I give it 5 dazzling stars and recommend to lovers of Maas’ work and mature young adults (due to sexual content).

Now, how to get back to normal life…

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7 Rainy Day Reads

https://static.pexels.com/photos/110874/pexels-photo-110874.jpegThere’s something about the rain that gives me peace. Perhaps it’s because it blurs the outside world into shapeless objects and colors. Or because it brings along the scent of clean air and fresh starts… But it’s probably because I live in an area that doesn’t get a ton of rain usually.

And I don’t think I’m alone in saying that rainy days give way to reading urges. On days such as this I love to brew a cup of tea, wear fuzzy socks, and curl up with a good book. It’s on my list of favorite things ever.

I have no reason why, but rainy days draw me to books that make me think, wonder, and reminisce. While I can read these anytime of the year, I think the rain pulls me to choose these genres of books over any others. And so, in honor of God blessing me with rain today, I would like to share 7 rainy day reads.


1. Jane Eyre – Charlotte Brontë

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If I had to choose just one book to embody the spirit of rainy days it’d be this twisting tale. Just like the rain comes in many forms: fat slow dollops, quick sharp pellets, and calm soothing drops, so does Jane Eyre present a stage of circumstances. It is a classic that’s been popular for a long time (with good reason), and if you haven’t read this book yet then you should definitely pick it up. I also think the characters within this novel are, in their own ways, manifestations of these different types of rain. And whether they are considered good or evil, they are all nonetheless rain.

2. Dreamland – Sarah Dessen

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This heart-aching novel by one of my favorite authors is categorized as fiction, but is all too real in its story, characters, and emotions. Dreamland follows a girl named Caitlin who finds relief from family troubles and recognition in her new boyfriend, but soon sees that being with him overshadows everything as he begins to abuse her. While this is not the most pleasant read, or innocent of Dessen’s works, I believe it is a subject that ought not be ignored. Caitlin in is a type of dreamland, unable to see reality as it really is, similar to how the rain clouds our vision at times and alters what is truly there.

3. Night – Elie Wiesel

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Oftentimes when I think of rain I picture a calm drizzle, but the rain can be equally as cold and deadly at times. Night is the chilling survivor’s tale of the author as he experienced the Holocaust first-hand. The Jewish author and his family were taken during World War II and subjugated to unimaginable horrors, but the most harrowing effect was the loss of humanity in the victims. Wiesel does not shy away from this hard topic but instead faces it head-on and this makes for an unforgettable read. It is fast-paced, engaging, and very short so it can be easily finished during a rainy afternoon.

4. Vanishing Girls – Lauren Oliver

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Typically I am not in the mood for eerie, mysterious, or suspense type books but something about the rain brings out a suppressed need for these. And Vanishing Girls definitely fits the bill. Written by another one of my favorite authors, I listed this one because it was so unexpected, complicated, and thought-provoking. If you’re someone who usually dislikes mysteries, like myself, this may be your perfect cup of tea to sit out a stormy evening.

5. The Madman’s Daughter – Megan Shepherd

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Kicking off the last book, The Madman’s Daughter was another unexpected book that I liked. This is a YA fictional twist on scientific endeavors in London in the 1800s, and a girl who struggles with hiding her inner beast. Goodreads describes it as a Gothic thriller and I think this becomes more accurate as the series continues. You may find yourself huddling in some blankets while reading this one.

6. The Snow Child – Eowyn Ivey

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I struggled with not listing more books that involve water in some degree. Here I could not resist. The Snow Child is an enchanting and magical story of an barren couple living on the rough Alaskan frontier as they meet an ethereal little girl in the wild and come to love her as a daughter. It is a beautiful, fairy-tale like book and makes your thinking gears turn restlessly. Perfect for a cold drizzling rainy day.

7. The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake – Aimee Bender

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Purely looking at the title of this book, one may not expect the gravity of this story which follows a girl named Rose as she discovers her ability to detect people’s feeling in the food they make. What an original “power!” But Rose sees this ability as a curse and struggles with finding love from her mother, father, and brother. The ending of this book is still unclear to me – I don’t think it’s meant to be – but the impression of it still remains with me. It’s like the sensation you get from slipping your hand into the rain and letting the water caress your fingers and palm.


And those are my 7 rainy day reads! I hope my small blurbs about them gives you enough encouragement to pick one up. Or at least make you mark it for down the road.

Now tell me, what are your rainy day reads?

Tiffany

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Book Notes: The Intentional Way


It didn’t use to be this way. Before I started Booktube and this book blog I was less systematic and intentional about my reading and as a result couldn’t give much more than a general opinion.

Now I’m much better.😊


I’ve begun using Post-It little marker tabs to mark points in books that I wish to comment on, analyze, and just plain re-read. I am liking this method of organization much better, since I’m a tad OCD, and I think it’s grooming me into a better reader! I’ve also begun a reading journal where I house my Booktube ideas, notes, and the occasional drawing. Again, it’s making me more intentional and it’s also preparing me for starting a bullet journal soon too.


I write down the page number (unshakeable habit from years of academic citation) and then write a quick sentence or two about the scene or my observation. This helps me be more concise instead of a jumbled mess of feels.

I’m left to wonder however, is this a common practice? At least among the serious readers and book blogger community. And is this the best use of time and energy? Tell me if you have a different way of remembering what you read and noting your books. I’d love to hear!

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Book Review: The 5th Wave (Rick Yancey)

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Let me just start by saying two things. First, that for an end-of-the-world alien invasion YA novel, 5th Wave wasn’t terrible. In fact, I chose it particularly because I needed a YA fix. Second, that this book is forgettable. For this reason I am giving it 2 stars out of 5.

(SPOILER ALERT: If you’ve seen the movie you can continue, but if you haven’t and want to save some (unsurprising) spoilers then don’t continue.

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I take notes while reading and am writing this review about a week and a half since finishing the book, but find myself losing plot points.

Apparently, it was popular enough to garner a movie, which I moderately enjoyed, but the writing in of itself was average in my opinion. There were some well-written passages that I liked, such as when Evan is describing his predicament as a Silencer:

“To rid his new home of humanity, he had to become human.

And being human, he had to overcome his humanity.” (pg. 140)

But overall, I found the writing to be forced, lacking description, and lazy. Here is one example that was particularly lazy.

“Run = die. Stay = die.” (pg. 291)

Really? An equal sign? Is thinking out full complete sentences too much for these narrators? I do understand that the narrators were in their teens, but their voices sounded overly annoying. Their starkness does aid to the brevity of the chapters, and as a result make 5th Wave a fast read, but I feel the mind of a teenager/young adult was misrepresented and even stereo-typically displayed.

In regards to the characters… Well let me explain my reasons for thinking so poorly of them.

Cassie, one of the main protagonists, is determined 15-year old on a mission to rescue her brother from the Others who’ve taken him. Aside from her resilience and determination, she wasn’t a likeable character in my opinion. She was selfish, mean, and quite a b**** at times. She is also a smarty pants and ungrateful to Evan for saving her life and caring for her. Granted, she does carry an uncanny and exceedingly useful sixth sense and awareness of danger. She is (rightfully) suspicious of Evan and how his story doesn’t quite match up, but she pushes her senses aside as she falls for him. Well… at least she’s aware of the irony of herself trusting a hot dangerous stranger.

“Are pervs only pervs if you don’t find them attractive? I called Crisco a sicko for trying to give me a corpse’s jewelry, and he said I wouldn’t think that is he was Ben Parish-hot.” (pg. 157)

And this quote brings us to dear Evan, the human/Other boy who falls in love with Cassie and is of course super hot, super strong, and super good at everything. The cheesiness of this character is pungent enough, but then it has to be topped by the total CREEPER status of his actions. He’s always staring at her and lurking nearby, and he can’t just leave her alone. He is a nice guy, but his “love” seems more of an obsession to me…

And finally, Ben Parish–the previous star football player, other main protagonist and part of the dual perspective of this story. The thing about Ben is that he seems like a nice guy on the outside (or decent enough) but he’s too conceited for his own good. He describes his smile as having the ability to “blind oncoming traffic.” Woooooooow. He does however redeem himself some through his leadership qualities and loyalty.

As I was reading I noticed an interesting parallelism between Cassie and Ben stemming from their similar sibling relationship. They both have a younger sibling and often think about them, and the majority of their actions are a result of this. The contrast between them though, lies in what this love drives them to do. Ben runs away when he should have stayed to protect his sister, but Cassie fights to find and save her brother after he’s taken from her. Because of this Ben develops a fierce loyalty to his friends and Cassie works to fulfill her promise.

All in all, I would not say that 5th Wave was a total disappointment. I thought the concept of the book, including the human/alien romance, had the capacity to be something more but fell short primarily because of the writing. It served its purpose though in feeding me YA when I was in need of it and I can’t hate it for that. I will likely not be reading the rest of the series but will watch the movies (if they make more).

What do you think? Was 5th Wave a flop?

Tiffany

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Book Review: Kafka on the Shore (Haruki Murakami)

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I don’t even know where to begin with Haruki Murakami’s Kafka on the Shore. This was a very metaphorical, dream-like, and controversial story with no clear boundaries or ending. Yes, there was a general plot, you could call it Kafka’s journey to liberate himself from a curse, but is was more blurry than clear and took strange twists and turns.

Overall, I am very appreciative of this book because it was a genre very outside of my comfort zone and had an other-worldly, mysterious, winding quality to it. I am trying to read more than just YA fiction and specifically more international authors, so as a Japanese translated work this was perfect. I don’t think I could say that Kafka on the Shore was my cup of tea, but I do find it a memorable read and it makes me want to explore more of Murakami’s work.

Kafka on the Shore follows the main character, Kafka, a 15-year old boy who runs away from home and the ‘curse’ his father put upon him, that he will someday murder his father and sleep with his mother. Even so he is searching for his missing mother and sister, and while wrestling with this he finds shelter and friends away from home. Fate winds his narrative with those of another set of characters, Nakata and Hoshino, whom never actually meet with Kafka in person. Every character in the story intersects somehow with the others and together they all weave a complex and multidimensional tale.

There are several different themes and ideas dancing through Murakami’s novel, and one of those is the battle between fate and free-choice. Kafka explains his awareness of this to his friend Oshima:

“‘All kinds of things are happening to me,’ I begin. ‘Some I chose, some I didn’t. I don’t know how to tell one from the other anymore. What I mean is, it feels like everything’s been decided in advance – that I’m following a path somebody else has already mapped out for me. It doesn’t matter how much I think things over, how much effort I put into it. In fact, the harder I try, the more I lose my sense of who I am.’” (pg. 199)

I did also see what Kafka meant as the story progressed, because it feels like he is walking down a path that he can’t change no matter what, but he can push-through and become a better person because of it. I did find myself kind of upset with Kafka because of some of his stupid decisions but I think the author wanted this because it just supports the point that his actions are partly predestined. As a whole, Kafka was a “tough” 15-year old, but he was still very much a teenager in his selfishness, immaturity, and general lustfulness. He was also very sexually-charged throughout the story and can’t control himself at times, but he does have his calmer and more rational side. My favorite part about him was his love for reading and the library where he takes shelter. As a person who loves books I connected with Kafka over this shared interest. In fact, the first note I made on this book as I read was on page 38-39 where he describes the library:

“As I relax on the sofa and gaze around the room a thought hits me: This is exactly the place I’ve been looking for forever. A little hideaway in some sinkhole somewhere. I’d always thought of it as a secret, imaginary place, and can barely believe that it actually exists. I close me eyes and take a breath, and like a gentle cloud the wonder of it all settles over me.”

Another theme of Murakami’s work is the integration of music. I’ve heard that this love of music is present throughout all of his work as well, and I can definitely see that. Kafka is often listening to his late 90s/early 2000s playlist which included, among other songs, Little Red Corvette (Prince) and Kid A (Radiohead). Side character, Hoshino, also discovers his respect and appreciation for music through his journey with Nakata, where he listens to Beethoven’s pieces. Also, Miss Saeki, a major player in story, is strongly connected to music and had a published song that Kafka listens to, and where the title for the book comes from. So, without a doubt, music is a big influence on the characters and remains a theme throughout the story.

Kafka on the Shore also contains numerous references to the culture of the time, books, and geography. The reader can follow along the characters’ travels since they list specific location markers, and because of Kafka’s love for reading, he mentions several books. Oshima, Kafka’s friend and faithful voice of reason, clarity, and logic, is the one who refers to Greek literature the most. He is a well-educated individual who seems to act like a magnifying glass for understanding most of the complex dynamics of the story.

And, boy oh boy, was this book complex. I think part of the mystification might have been translation difficulties, since this was already a pretty bizarre and surreal story. But for the most part, Murakami wove a narrative made of mystery, metaphor, and fantasy where it’s hard to draw the line between reality and dreams.

One element of this confusion was the greyness of morality within Kafka’s relationships with the other characters, primarily Miss Saeki. I didn’t quite understand what is going on in the first place, but within spoiling anything, I do believe the majority of Kafka’s actions were wrong. This may be a hard novel to read if the reader has a strong sense of morality, but I tried my best to withhold judgment until I finished it. Some aspects were explained and drawn into the light later in the story so that helped. Another question that I don’t think was answered for certain, was that of the identity of “the boy named Crow.” At times it seems like he’s a spirit inhabiting Kafka, and others he is actually a crow bird watching over a scene. I have my guess as to who this “boy” is, but I don’t want to spoil anything for future readers. And lastly, the gap between “our” world and the spirit world was blurry and seemed at the same time to be next to and on top of each other. I think this keeps the reader and characters on their toes because of the quick transitions between the two, but in the end gives the story a dream-like quality.

And for these reasons, I am going to give Kafka on the Shore 3.5 out of 5 stars. I did like the process of reading this book because it definitely put me out of my comfort zone and it was super intense. There were several parts that I do not agree with morally and generally, but I think it was a well-written story and must have taken a talented author to compile. I would recommend to people who love mystery & fantasy mixed together, books with a lot of references, Japanese settings and characters, and who don’t mind graphic descriptions and sex scenes.

Tiffany

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